Sunday, September 16, 2007
♥ I don't understand...
I hope i can move out ASAP. I don't understand what she's thinking. Claiming to be family... Yeah we are a FAMILY, and what did she do to US; Dad forked out most of the money for the house, sometimes even tried to save for the FAMILY(not only me alone but the whole FAMILY). Taking consideration that brother has other debts to settle. We are not dumb, we know that both of them are financially tied down, we won't do anything to add on to their burden. Dad staying together with brother and her and they didn't take rents from us isn't that suppose to be out of filial piety? What does she mean when she said "we are a family"? Do family care so much about property rights? Has such a clear division of what's yours and what's mine(exclude personal stuff)?"This is my house and i don't want it to be dirty and disgusting so i want u all to help out with the houseworks whenever u can since i don't take rents from u guys but i was disgusted by the toilet walls. YOUR dad cooked when i told him not to, that i can close one eye. You are going to turn 21 and becoming an adult so i want you to take my words seriously." Come on, i know what i'm doing. I'm not a kid anymore. i knew that long ago without her telling me. N notice the usage of words, she doesn't acknowledge my dad as her dad. The whole of 2 weeks i'm very clear what my dad did for the house, he MOPPED the floors, bro WASHED the balcony, i SCRUBBED the toilet sink and toilet bowl and the floor. i only missed out the walls cos i think it's clean. She wants the whole house to be so smack clean, no wonder my niece and nephews kept getting sick: No immunity to germs. There's washing machine at home yet we can't use it for washing clothes. How ridiculous...
My dad is getting close to 60 years old and he practically has no rights to order the maid cos the maid is there to look after the kids not to serve us. Hey, i cleaned my own room, my dad tried to help out whenever he can. He merely asked the maid to cook for him first then the kids or possible at the same time, is that so wrong? She doesn't allow my dad to go near her children or her children coming near my dad. So much so as a family huh... In fact, she's not giving my dad any rights to do anything. I don't have the freedom that i have always enjoyed previously at my sis place and my bukit batok home. Everything has to be done HER WAY. She's always right, we are always wrong. What the fuck!
Why in the first place i chose to stay with my sis, the reason is obvious based on previous experience when my mum was still around. I really miss my home(even though it's now gone). Dad and Sis had fell out with her. I'm the only one left trying not to speak since i have no financial ability yet and marriage experience or whatever. She may just shoot me back for that. N if that day ever comes, the whole house will be filled with "strangers". Now what i can do is vent out on my blog.
Persevere, tolerate till i graduate.
My dad is getting close to 60 years old and he practically has no rights to order the maid cos the maid is there to look after the kids not to serve us. Hey, i cleaned my own room, my dad tried to help out whenever he can. He merely asked the maid to cook for him first then the kids or possible at the same time, is that so wrong? She doesn't allow my dad to go near her children or her children coming near my dad. So much so as a family huh... In fact, she's not giving my dad any rights to do anything. I don't have the freedom that i have always enjoyed previously at my sis place and my bukit batok home. Everything has to be done HER WAY. She's always right, we are always wrong. What the fuck!
Why in the first place i chose to stay with my sis, the reason is obvious based on previous experience when my mum was still around. I really miss my home(even though it's now gone). Dad and Sis had fell out with her. I'm the only one left trying not to speak since i have no financial ability yet and marriage experience or whatever. She may just shoot me back for that. N if that day ever comes, the whole house will be filled with "strangers". Now what i can do is vent out on my blog.
Persevere, tolerate till i graduate.
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